Let Me Fall

This is hilarious. I mean, just look at Lian (on far right). Haha.

xoxoxo

Holy crap. It was hard to get up this morning. It's a sunday and I had to get up at 7am. Today is brutal. With work and other things. Just way too much for my mind to handle. I don't know if I'm just crazy or what. But when there's a lot going on, like, more than a mind can take, it's just too much I can't get it all out in words. I can't explain myself and it's not even like I'm feeling depressed. With school work, stuff at home, money, personal issues.. It's just too much to think about feeling sick. Like, with school alone, the stuff I go through everyday.. I am getting so worked up. Blah, blah.

Maybe I need to get everything out. There's one big knot in my stomach.

xoxoxo

Let Me Fall

I feel chained, chained down

You shoved me to the ground

I can't run, I can't shout

Just let me out

So heartless, this couldn't mean less

Gonna push it in your face

I'm only human

And I've got something to say

Let me rise, let me fall

Let me breathe

I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all

Let me break, let me crawl

Cause I'll get back up again if you let me fall

If I burn down in this fire

Well, I got myself to blame

I can't stop or give it up

I need to feel the pain

Can you hear me?

Don't come near me

You'll just get in my way

I'm only human

And there's nothing you can say

Say you know who I am

And what I'm about

Then you'll understand that I feel alone

I live my own life

Let me rise, let me fall

Let me breathe

I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all

Let me break, let me crawl

Cause I will get up again if you let me fall

xoxoxo

Things are boring lately. It's been a school-home routine the whole week. School's important, I know. Important, yes, but overrated.